Did I mention you can kiss my sweet white ass?

I'm feeling bitter. And annoyed. And depressed. And frankly, I don't want to hear it from those who tell me to keep my chin up. I am sick of keeping my chin up. If I want to pout and scream and throw things then I am going to pout and scream and throw things. If you don't like it, come at me bro. Walk in my shoes for one day and see if you don't also want to yell and scream and throw things.

Bad news on Friday. Really it's just more of the same. I should be used to this. I should be a god damn professional at this.

Yeah yeah yeah I know. I "have lots of blessings" and I "should be grateful" and all that feel good nonsense. Well I KNOW. I KNOW I should be all of those things but can we just drop the pretense for two effing seconds and be REAL here?

I'm exhausted! I'm tired of the bullshit and I am tired of everyone pretending all the time. Just drop the show and be authentic and raw for two seconds. Please.

This is getting old!

Does this post have a point?!?!?! NO!

Rant over.